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  <title>Pauline's live journal</title>
  <subtitle>pauline ii</subtitle>
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    <name>pauline ii</name>
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  <updated>2009-02-05T10:40:17Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:3829</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Clothing Options</title>
    <published>2009-02-05T10:40:17Z</published>
    <updated>2009-02-05T10:40:17Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;When it comes to clothes, would you rather be comfortable or fashionable?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=748'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=748"&gt;View 501 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
I'd rather choose comfortable.&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:3428</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Feeling Better</title>
    <published>2008-08-01T13:14:16Z</published>
    <updated>2008-08-10T01:36:54Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;What makes you feel better when you're mad?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;Submitted By &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_kimmayeisblack' lj:user='kimmayeisblack' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://kimmayeisblack.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://kimmayeisblack.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;kimmayeisblack&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=477'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=477"&gt;View 500 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
  I feel better when someone gives sympathy or care.
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:3264</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: The Eternal Nocturnal Struggle</title>
    <published>2008-06-15T10:54:06Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-15T10:54:06Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;Vampires or werewolves?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=423'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=423"&gt;View 502 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
None of the above. I hate the two!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:2980</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Happy Friday</title>
    <published>2008-05-19T09:55:24Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-19T09:55:24Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;What are you most looking forward to this weekend?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=373'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=373"&gt;View 501 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
Hmmm... Just hanging out here..:)</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:2699</id>
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    <title>apolpau @ 2008-05-19T18:37:00</title>
    <published>2008-05-19T09:39:48Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-19T09:39:48Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:2450</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Hell Hath No Fury</title>
    <published>2008-05-19T07:46:47Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-19T07:46:47Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;Who was the last person who really made you mad?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=380'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=380"&gt;View 500 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
Shine was the last one who made me mad!!!!!...She's so stupid!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:2228</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: The sound of inspiration</title>
    <published>2008-05-17T09:59:07Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-17T09:59:07Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;What type of music inspires you?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=394'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=394"&gt;View 500 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
RNB music &amp;amp; pop,,</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:1877</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Reacting to my bad mood</title>
    <published>2008-05-14T10:03:15Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-14T10:03:15Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;When you're having a bad day, how do you react?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=392'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=392"&gt;View 502 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
I'm quiet when I'm mad..&amp;nbsp; I sometimes do bad things when I have a bad day..</content>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep</title>
    <published>2008-05-14T05:33:11Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-14T05:33:11Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;What is one thing you MUST do before you go to bed at night?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;Submitted By &lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_twink' lj:user='twink' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://twink.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://twink.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;twink&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=384'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=384"&gt;View 501 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
Before i go to bed, i usually take a shower, drink milk &amp;amp; pray before I sleep..</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:1517</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Scaredy cat</title>
    <published>2008-05-14T05:30:53Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-14T05:30:53Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;What animal frightens you most, and why?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=388'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=388"&gt;View 500 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
The cockroach! I hate it, everytime i see it i feel so shocked..</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:1225</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Pick an era, any era</title>
    <published>2008-05-14T05:28:39Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-14T05:28:39Z</updated>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;If you had to pick a time period to live in, which would you choose? Why?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=390'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=390"&gt;View 500 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
i want the future,coz' the future depends on what we do in the present &amp;amp; i want to know what will happen next..</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:988</id>
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    <title>Writer's Block: Where am I in the garden?</title>
    <published>2008-05-14T05:22:58Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-14T05:23:48Z</updated>
    <category term="vegetable"/>
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&lt;table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'&gt;&lt;p&gt;What vegetable or fruit do you relate to most?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style='font-size: 0.8em;'&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=391'" /&gt; &lt;a target="_blank" href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=391"&gt;View 502 Answers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;!-- end .appwidget-qotd --&gt;
  i want to a strawberry coz' it's sweet &amp;amp; delicious..LUV IT!=)</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apolpau:634</id>
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    <title>JOURNAL</title>
    <published>2008-04-18T02:37:34Z</published>
    <updated>2008-08-10T01:38:31Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#ff00ff"&gt;"The future depends on what we do in the present"&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span class="title"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.wisdomquotes.com/001819.html"&gt;Kalidasa&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/span&gt;	 	          &lt;p&gt;Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!&lt;br /&gt; Look to this Day!&lt;br /&gt; For it is Life, the very Life of Life.&lt;br /&gt; In its brief course lie all the &lt;br /&gt; Verities and Realities of your Existence.&lt;br /&gt; The Bliss of Growth,&lt;br /&gt; The Glory of Action,&lt;br /&gt; The Splendor of Beauty;&lt;br /&gt; For Yesterday is but a Dream,&lt;br /&gt; And To-morrow is only a Vision;&lt;br /&gt; But To-day well lived makes &lt;br /&gt; Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,&lt;br /&gt; And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.&lt;br /&gt; Look well therefore to this Day!&lt;br /&gt; Such is the Salutation of the Dawn!&lt;/p&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Aristotle: Excellence Quote&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; To enjoy the things we ought and to hate the things we ought has the greatest bearing on excellence of character.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Aristotle: Excellence Quote&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Bob Beamon: Excellence Quote&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Whatever you do, don't do it halfway.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;  &lt;b&gt;Helen Keller: Excellence Quote&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; When we do the best that we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life, or in the life of another.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;  &lt;b&gt;John W. Gardner: Excellence Quote&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Whoever I am, or whatever I am doing, some kind of excellence is within my reach.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;b&gt;The above list of quotations is page 1 of a collection of motivational and inspirational quotes on &lt;i&gt;Excellence&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;Dickinson, Emily &lt;br /&gt; Monarch Notes &lt;br /&gt; 01-01-1963 &lt;br /&gt; Renunciation / Is A Piercing Virtue &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; This poem amounts to a definition of "renunciation," or going-without, a &lt;br /&gt;highly regarded Puritan virtue. Renunciation is defined both literally and in &lt;br /&gt;metaphor. What chiefly concerns us here, with this prime example of excellence &lt;br /&gt;in Emily Dickinson's poetry, is what has happened to turn a theory or a &lt;br /&gt;reflection into poetry. The key, of course, is in the imagination of the poet, &lt;br /&gt;for in all ages imagination of the poet has brought about the transformation &lt;br /&gt;of personal revelation into poetry. As one well-known critic, R. P. Blackmur, &lt;br /&gt;comments, "The puritan theory of renunciation, for example, will be not at all &lt;br /&gt;the same ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="3" color="#ff00ff"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death. =p&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size="3" color="#ff00ff"&gt;How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size="3" color="#ff00ff"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Three passions have governed my life: &lt;br /&gt; The longings for love, the search for knowledge, &lt;br /&gt; And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. &lt;br /&gt; In the union of love I have seen &lt;br /&gt; In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision &lt;br /&gt; Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;&lt;b&gt;With equal passion I have sought knowledge. &lt;br /&gt; I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. &lt;br /&gt; I have wished to know why the stars shine. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, &lt;br /&gt; But always pity brought me back to earth; &lt;br /&gt; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart &lt;br /&gt; Of children in famine, of victims tortured &lt;br /&gt; And of old people left helpless. &lt;br /&gt; I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, &lt;br /&gt; And I too suffer. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;&lt;b&gt;This has been my life; I found it worth living. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;center&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/apolpau/pic/00001c7z/"&gt;&lt;img width="179" height="240" border="0" alt="" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/apolpau/pic/00001c7z/s320x240" /&gt;a&amp;gt;     &lt;center&gt;&lt;a target="_blank" href="http://s298.photobucket.com/albums/mm269/blueapphire61/?action=view&amp;amp;current=ejx4ja.jpg"&gt;&lt;img border="0" alt="I AM" src="http://i298.photobucket.com/albums/mm269/blueapphire61/ejx4ja.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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